Need something. Human contact. I hear too much shit V2K. I just want to interact endlessly with people. People you can talk to. People you can argue with. People make you laugh. People exist. This Satellite Harassment etc. exists too. Unfortunately, you cannot yell at this goddamn voice communicating, uninvited, in your head. You cannot reach out and rip the throats out of the responsible parties raping my mind, thoughts and emotions. I want to strike back so badly. I want all responsible parties lined up in front of me. I want to harm them as much as they have harmed me. This very thought upsets me beyond belief. Never a physically aggressive person. Verbally, it takes a great deal of aggravation to induce foul words. I never thought I could hate so big. Who’s fault is it? Mine. I allowed the SOB’s to beat me down, exhaust the hell out of me, and force me to not feel human. I am human. I have emotions, I need to feel. I resent the necessity to change my focus in life to survive intact. I want me back. I should be enjoying my children and granddaughter. I am also entitled to face these terrorist. My right to vent towards these cowards, hiding behind suits, corporations, politics and money. Dumping unmentionable garbage, indiscriminately, on human beings for Money. I have the right to know who my attackers are, and why. I need to feel like me again. I want me back.
Endless Satellite Technology Abuse
Approximately 1 week ago I was in bed trying to sleep. I was laying on my right side. I believe, I fell asleep. Next thing I remember, I rolled off the bed and into my bathroom. Happened so quickly. The antagonist was an incredible pain through my right ear. Normally, in my screwed up via satellite harassment etc. life, you handle the pain, usually roll over, quietly try to deal. Very quietly try to exist.
In my bathroom, I just grabbed my right eye, extreme pain. Radiated to or from my right ear. This was huge pain. Not the norm. Ice. I just wanted to gently place a bag of frozen peas or an ice bag over my right eye. This was a goddamn vicious vindictive attack. Unfortunately, I was too tired, went back to bed. I did hear, “she would not wake up”, via V2K.
Hours later, I examined a still very painful right eye socket, with pain traveling toward the top of my right ear. Not a pleasant surprise. The entire outer upper quadrant of my right eye socket is swollen out and partially closed shut. Outer edge of right eye is black and blue. Beneath my eye, bottom right is puffed out and swollen. Pain is still quite constant.
I am a 51 year old woman. My eyes are very symmetrical. I took a photo. Bad lighting but it does not matter. Quite visible in my photo.
Almost a week now and I needed to take another photo. Bruising is not as obvious as the increased swelling over my right eyelid, inner lid now, almost an over hang. My right eye looks and feels like shit. Photo looks awful. Now have difficulty with vision in my right eye. I did not when I retired to bed that night.
Someone should see these photos. I have the right to go to bad without worry/concern with regards to over eager experimentation via satellite technology, hurting me and mine. This is the USA! How is this allowed? I understand the need to make a buck. Truly, I do. But, when human beings are harassed, tortured, become experimental subjects, the buck has to stop!
One other point I need to make, then I will sign off tonight. So many people are being harmed from abusers of same technology. So many complaints made on peoples behalf. Where the hell are our tax paid protection government agencies? Why aren’t they protecting me? How do they sit idly by, watching and knowing, yet doing nothing to stop this very real hell.
Rather be known as naive than indifferent.
Want to see the photos? Plenty will see these photos, I promise.
Photos provided by request.
dagenbela2@aol.com
Aberdeen, NJ 07747
Push Button Assholes
It is 2:52 am and I need to quit work, at home, on my computer. Why? Overworked? Nope. Out of productive ideas? Not really. Bored? Never. I need to quit work because some extreme burning is not quite hitting the top of my head, more from within yet burrowing into my goddamn scalp, distracting the hell out of me. Be honest, pissing me off! Just touching the top of my head hurts like hell.
The powers that be just hit me with left ear ringing that could win a competition for sick minded individuals. In fact, they said, “don’t forget the ringing,” as it was delivered with EXACT precision. Last night I made the ‘mistake’ to fill out a Survey of Symptoms for Satellite Harassment & Torture. God only knows, and the assholes pushing the buttons, what repeat symptom I might feel in the next moment.
I need to write articles that contain original well written content. Very difficult to create when you get hit with a wave of either, “disapproval or stress testing,” that makes you dizzy and scatters your thoughts. Disapproval to get off the computer OR a private contractor/medical facility picking this moment to see how well you cope under above mentioned interference.
My very real concern, of utmost importance, is for my family. Without exaggeration, I am threatened with links. My action will create a reaction for one of my loved ones. This is the threat voiced into my skull 24/7. The true problem remains with so many forms of attack, the range is staggering, I cannot tell for certain if these threats are being carried out. Actually, I am not telling the truth due to fear of infuriating the Push Button Assholes. Too many ‘coincidences’ exist for me to sit here, typing this quick post with tears running down my face.
Hope this is interesting reading. This is my reality. One of my most pertinent fears stem from one simple question: How the hell can anyone maintain control over such dangerous technology? Everyone should be worried. Goodnight Push Button Assholes. Do not DARE to harm a hair on any of my loved ones. Karma is a bitch.
Disgust
I am so tired. I am tired of forwarding complaint emails in desperate hope of true intervention. I am sick to death picking and choosing which ‘quick rant’ I emailed will result in a positive. I have learned to copy & paste my complaints, I try not reread anything past written because I do not wish to relive any pain described. Talk about a vicious circle. I am not an insensitive person, never have been, but I am sick and tired reading about politicians and celebrities preaching the atrocities of 3rd world countries while true horrific government sanctioned programs are alive and well in their own back yards. Appalling? My hard earned tax dollars support these programs.
People, grow the fuck up. I am tired of sitting at this computer, pouring out my heart, desperate to put into words the hell I have been enduring for too many years. I go to bed and hope it will not be as painful as it was the night before.
I feel as if I am constantly grasping to find the “proper terminology” to connect with supposed experts. How many different ways do I need to write to get noticed, removed, from this torture program? Always aware, be careful of your word choices because ‘experts’ will think you are a damn lunatic.
But here I go again.
I am in physical pain as I type this rant. I am hurting. My head is pounding & my upper diaphragm is burning so badly I cannot swallow saliva without my body hiccuping. Hiccuping? You know when you cry really hard, afterward you tend to hiccup when you swallow. This is now a common state for me when outside sources decide to direct this ‘energy’ at one of my vital organs. Last I checked, they are all vital and belong to me. The back of my head & neck burn, really burn. So what is the outcome? Imagine some programmed satellite just hitting you with a huge blast of heat. Have you noticed, I refuse to state the type of energy used. I still cannot accept the idea of paid US government employees handing out death sentences. If it is a private group doing this for experimentation, I still blame the US government employees for allowing this to go on. Money over human life?!
I want the responsible parties stopped. I want my life back. I want everything I was born with to work as perfectly as god intended. My right as a goddamn tax paying US citizen.
I will never stop writing. I will write and forward to each and every person I have ever contacted in the past, over and over again. I have a duty to make life safe for my children & grandchildren. If you are a person who gives a damn, and in a position to intervene, intercede, hell interact on my behalf, I will remain eternally grateful.
Sincerely,
Sharon Pollen
459 Atlantic Avenue
Matawan, NJ 07747
732-583-4884
Pain
Tonight I accepted a truth. Gulp. I must rebuild all 3 of my websites, again. I am very upset. Originally, I built my first site http://slcdiscountdesigner.com using a site builder that offered very little creative options. I continued to build 2 additional sites with this same bland builder. I am a newbie with website design. This was quite a bit of hard work. One day I discovered Trendy Flash. It was so pretty! Much hard work and a hell of a learning curve, my 3 sites were rebuilt. They are up right now. They look beautiful. But. Search engines cannot read flash sites. Search engines read/index text. According to all search engines, only the first page, my title page, exists. Lots of tears. I truly hope people are reading this blog. Read and learn from my mistakes. Gotta go. Have to research website building software. Oh, before I go, please look and admire my 3 pretty websites! Limited viewing time!!! http://slcgourmetfoods.com and http://slccheaptravel.com I hope someone reads this blog and notifies me with news that I am missing the mark! Perhaps some new, quick, software download will solve my flash/traffic problem. Keep in touch! dagenbela2@aol.com
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Pain
Tonight I accepted a truth. Gulp. I must rebuild all 3 of my websites, again. I am very upset. Originally, I built my first site http://slcdiscountdesigner.com using a site builder that offered very little creative options. I continued to build 2 additional sites with this same bland builder. I am a newbie with website design. This was quite a bit of hard work. One day I discovered Trendy Flash. It was so pretty! Much hard work and a hell of a learning curve, my 3 sites were rebuilt. They are up right now. They look beautiful. But. Search engines cannot read flash sites. Search engines read/index text. According to all search engines, only the first page, my title page, exists. Lots of tears. I truly hope people are reading this blog. Read and learn from my mistakes. Gotta go. Have to research website building software. Oh, before I go, please look and admire my 3 pretty websites! Limited viewing time!!! http://slcgourmetfoods.com and http://slccheaptravel.com I hope someone reads this blog and notifies me with news that I am missing the mark! Perhaps some new, quick, software download will solve my flash/traffic problem. Keep in touch! dagenbela2@aol.com
Trendy Flash Frustration
I purchased some fancy flash website software. I built 3 websites. Now, I find out Flash sites are not good food
for google, yahoo, aol etc. search engines. I know, this does not make sense. I will explain.
I will use my Discount Designer site as an example. Believe me, I am NOT venting to advertise. I wrote about the flatness of my old, ugly discount designer website. Ugly. It looked like a page with words. I had a few subpages. Bland, bland and more bland. BUT. Google, Yahoo, Lycos, AOL search engines LOVED the flat wordiness of this site. They eat up words. Words are nectar for the gods…and search engines. In the past, with the flat website, I could type in http://slcdiscountdesigner.com/therealreal, in my browser, land right on TheRealReal store IN my website. When I would look at TheRealReal store, on my site, I had a different URL, address, in my browser. This meant, search engines had 2 addresses for me to index aka read my words. More words = better ranking. This goes on. Look at another store on this site, Heels.com, and a 3rd address will be “indexed” by search engines. That is 3 times the ability to impress the search engines with my original text and keywords. This is how website ranking works.
With flash, you are limited to one page, your homepage. Big damn deal! I built a HUGE website with subcategories, and sub sub categories, soooo easy to navigate, best damn stores I hand selected, tremendous amount of WORDS, had to learn how to use different site building software, followed the Search Engine Optimization Bible for website rank to find out my site does not even RANK in Google!!! One more thing, this site is PRETTY! I did all of the above AND MORE for my other 2 websites! My travel site and my gourmet food site I cannot find on my iphone OR using a Google search! They are somewhere in limbo.
Yup, tears.
Trendy Flash software has placed my beautiful websites in outerspace. The Trendy Flash support staff were quite a bit snippy when questioned about all things search engine related. Right now, I am waiting for multiple pricey quotes to make my websites appear on the internet. I NEED to see my sites via Google etc.. I am hurting!
I will never quit. Somehow, some way, I will make my 3 beautiful website work! (My Scarlett O’Hara moment). I still have my AMAZING STORES. My SLC Cheap Travel site STILL offers the best travel services at the lowest prices and my Affordable Gourmet Foods site comfortably claims the finest foods, clubs and services globally. SLC Discount Designer Apparel is number one in my eyes, maybe not Google or Yahoo yet, but soon.
Name Changed to Make Money
I have 3 website. All of them started with SharonLovesCoupons. That becomes a bit tiring, to type, after a while. I needed to condense & make my domain names more relevant. My baby, my first website, really needed work. I changed the title several times. No traffic. I edited my merchants to include ONLY those who offered quality/luxury products but with a lowest Price Policy Guarantee. This made me feel wonderful…but, still no traffic. So I got off my ass and made my domain names fluid. Now, SharonLovesCoupons is SLC. With SLC I chose top keyword, then the merge! Hence, http://SLCdiscountdesigner.com . Next was my Affordable Gourmet Foods website. LOVE Gourmet but no traffic. Revamped = http://SLCgourmetfoods.com My Travel website was simple: http://SLCcheaptravel.com. Face it, with CheapOair and Expedia I really can boast CHEAPEST TRAVEL. I hope between SEO and readers, I can make a go with some of the Best of the Web!
